That's Right, Fuck
Too often I feel as though there is so much to be said, yet for whatever reason I keep my mouth shut to avoid the discomfort of my truth. What the fuck is he talking about?
For the unfortunate people of the world who depend on a creative outlet of some kind to channel all the bullshit of the day, this will ring truer with you than with most. I don't post on this blog, because I really want to. Haha I essentially pay $5/month to be reminded that unless I write something, I am subject to drown amongst my own thoughts. I post here because I have to. I don't care if anyone reads this shit, judges it, calls me crazy, says what I have to say is bullshit blah blah blah. I could give a shit less what my readers think of my writing. That sentiment has gotten me into heated battles with English teachers over the years, but the saga that is my education is far too colorful to be done justice in this post...that will have to wait. What I am ultimately getting at is this: if you take a look around at the content you read daily, the music that comes on the radio, the manufactured bullshit Americans and the like gorge upon daily, you will notice similarities in every song or every article or every story -- whatever your poison may be. Not that the content is the same, but it all seems to posess a certain disingenious quality that (to me) is slightly insulting.
For most people this mindless self indulgent bull crap suites their existance. I cannot take this 'surface scrachting' shit. It is equivalent to nails on a chalkboard. It is as though I am being lied to. In many ways this is what mainstream media outlets do to their patrons. If this is what you seek then power to you for sleeping at night.
My tone is condescending, but once again I don't care.
Regardless, if you don't like what I have to say then stop reading it. I don't even know why I feel the need to make such an announcement, but apparently I do. It has been awhile since my last post, but check back and I will have updated this more.
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